"It took me another ten years to realize... that my academic inability to write, this "writer's block" as I described it, was in fact a creative method in which my unconcious was desperately trying to tell me something. The message was simple: I do not like or recognize this R.A. Gekoski: he is not pursuing ends that are good for him, he is inauthentic and his efforts are those of an unhappy person manifesting his unhappiness. His tones are strangulated, pompous and unreal, a pretend voice and not a real one. I won't let him write like this, not without a fight. Every word he tries to write I will resist every letter of the way. And that is how it felt. I didn't have writers block, I had identity block."
Rick Gekoski Outside of a Dog p.259